People always think my rabbit doesn't like them.
Bunnyrat loves everyone, it's just a rabbits nature to disapprove, they always look grumpy.
http://www.disapprovingrabbits.com/
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
Interesting
So it's been a while again. I'm wondering if I should just shut the blog down. I just don't have time for it anymore. And I'm using my paper journal alot more. There's so many happy things to put in there and that's where I want them to be. It used to be that I only used to write in the paper one when I was feeling really down. It became this big book of depressing things. I want to change that. Then by that time, I don't want to rewrite that here. Plus I have so many more outlets now for negative like that now. Most of them more constructive than just writing down thoughts.
Here's a brief update of things now, I'll mull over the future of this blog another time. Ryan's in San Jose at the moment for work, he's been there for a little over a week. I kinda really really miss him. That's hard for me to admit, that's just not my nature. But I do and I'm accepting it. I guess I just get so used of being my own rock, and just depending on me, it's hard to admit that I've given a little of that away. But on the other hand, it's a good sign that I'm branching out again and trusting again. I can't wait till he gets home.
All my sports have been rained out lately. Tonight was the 3rd event in a row!! But I went for a bike ride and did all that pesky stuff I've been putting off, like laundry and vacuuming. Work is getting better and I'm really starting to enjoy it now. I've cut out the crazy OT almost completely. It was just an insane workload attributed to me learning the ropes. But I feel more comfortable now, and I'm really really starting to like it. I'm applying the classes I loved in school, project management, decision support systems, design methodologies, I love it. I'm so busy when I'm at work, but the days go by so fast and I feel like I'm accomplishing something at the end of the day. I like that.
Bunnyrat and I went out to the lake this weekend. Bunnyrat likes her leash and I had her outside most of Sunday. Now that we're home, she's eating the pretty daisies Ryan got me for my birthday. She's so sneaky about it too! I was finishing off a book tonight and I hadn't seen her for a while. As I was about to get up and look for her, I saw a head pop over the end table behind me, she took a bottom petal of a daisy quickly and then popped back down to eat it, without making a sound. What a brat, the daisies are starting to look pretty sparse......
Here's a brief update of things now, I'll mull over the future of this blog another time. Ryan's in San Jose at the moment for work, he's been there for a little over a week. I kinda really really miss him. That's hard for me to admit, that's just not my nature. But I do and I'm accepting it. I guess I just get so used of being my own rock, and just depending on me, it's hard to admit that I've given a little of that away. But on the other hand, it's a good sign that I'm branching out again and trusting again. I can't wait till he gets home.
All my sports have been rained out lately. Tonight was the 3rd event in a row!! But I went for a bike ride and did all that pesky stuff I've been putting off, like laundry and vacuuming. Work is getting better and I'm really starting to enjoy it now. I've cut out the crazy OT almost completely. It was just an insane workload attributed to me learning the ropes. But I feel more comfortable now, and I'm really really starting to like it. I'm applying the classes I loved in school, project management, decision support systems, design methodologies, I love it. I'm so busy when I'm at work, but the days go by so fast and I feel like I'm accomplishing something at the end of the day. I like that.
Bunnyrat and I went out to the lake this weekend. Bunnyrat likes her leash and I had her outside most of Sunday. Now that we're home, she's eating the pretty daisies Ryan got me for my birthday. She's so sneaky about it too! I was finishing off a book tonight and I hadn't seen her for a while. As I was about to get up and look for her, I saw a head pop over the end table behind me, she took a bottom petal of a daisy quickly and then popped back down to eat it, without making a sound. What a brat, the daisies are starting to look pretty sparse......
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Another year older
I feel like I haven't blogged in forever! I'm just so busy these days and my time to sit and reflect has gone way down. It's all good though, I'm pretty happy being ridiculously busy.
The big 2-6 came and went. Of course it wasn't without it's own set of drama, but otherwise it was pretty awesome. The lake party was good, and celebrating with Ryan during the week was fantastic, and yesterday at Paul's wedding, I got to stand up while everyone sung to me, which was so nice of Paul and Tamzen. (You, see I own July 5th) Ryan also got me some beautiful gerbra daisies in Swan River.
I usually take the time out every year on my bday to reflect on the past years events and my thoughts on turning older. This post won't disappoint. I think I've really matured in the last year. I think I'm figuring out more where I want my career to be and my sunny outlook on life has returned. It evaded me for a couple years there. My patience,internal calmness and diplomacy has also returned. I've mended fences, burned bridges and de-cluttered my life in the last year. All for the best. A new relationship really surprised me and it's bringing back feelings I'd never thought I'd have again and creating new ones I didn't even know existed. There's just such a peaceful quality about my life right now, I'm trying not to take it for granted and slow down and enjoy it. I welcome 26 and hope that it carries on the tone that I set in 25.
The big 2-6 came and went. Of course it wasn't without it's own set of drama, but otherwise it was pretty awesome. The lake party was good, and celebrating with Ryan during the week was fantastic, and yesterday at Paul's wedding, I got to stand up while everyone sung to me, which was so nice of Paul and Tamzen. (You, see I own July 5th) Ryan also got me some beautiful gerbra daisies in Swan River.
I usually take the time out every year on my bday to reflect on the past years events and my thoughts on turning older. This post won't disappoint. I think I've really matured in the last year. I think I'm figuring out more where I want my career to be and my sunny outlook on life has returned. It evaded me for a couple years there. My patience,internal calmness and diplomacy has also returned. I've mended fences, burned bridges and de-cluttered my life in the last year. All for the best. A new relationship really surprised me and it's bringing back feelings I'd never thought I'd have again and creating new ones I didn't even know existed. There's just such a peaceful quality about my life right now, I'm trying not to take it for granted and slow down and enjoy it. I welcome 26 and hope that it carries on the tone that I set in 25.
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