thought processing

The holes in my life can fill an eternity. Before you go thinking presently, I mean from my past. I need to fill them in to feel complete again. I need to let go to live again. I need to forgive to truly forget. I need to have balance in everything. I'm trying to put together a puzzle without all the pieces and it's keeping me from seeing a beautiful result. Because every smile was sincere, no laugh was forced. Yet I'll always be at the beach, waiting for you. Who I was will always be part of who I am.