No better, just different

This is another one of those reflective posts. If you don't like these I suggest you wait for the holiday update, which I will be posting soon that's where all the fun stuff comes in.

I had a much needed vacation over the holidays. It's so strange, I went home and fell into my old Regina life, the friends and family, everything I was used of before the move. There were some new elements to it. Watching a new relationship develop, new traditions, it was very soothing. There were also some elements I deplored like the one christmas party, I'm sorry to my friends, it was just a daunting night for me, I'm sure you can guess why. But I fixed it by hopping into the new life after. Guess I'm just not ready for some things yet. Also a nice post by The Strong Man snapped me out of that funk quite quick. I invite you to read it, it's on the last post in December with the same title.

I'm moving so slow into a new relationship. I'm so scared of being hurt again and over compromising, although I'm reassured that it won't happen again. I've learned, and analyzed, I know the signs. I know now that I don't need to handle absolutely everything by myself, try, and you get 2 months worth of therapy to fix it. I'm strong but probably not as strong as I lead people to believe.

New years bring new beginnings. Here's mine with my clean slate. This will be my year.